Maybe... You can make me smile when you're around You can be sunshine But even sometimes the sunshine can bring me down

Well I guess its right. You'd feel the routine once you get used to things which is why even in sports, you keep pushing yourself to a higher level, because if keep staying the same, you'll never grow stronger.

And that's the usual complaints we get when we start working; the daily grind - work, eat and sleep. And when you only have so much time to fit those three things together, you start to wonder "Am I doing the right thing for myself?" I'm not saying that everyone gets bored of it or if its a bad thing, but what I'm saying is that to some people, routines are not what we expect in our lives.

I guess I'm kinda hitting that plateau and I'm doing something about it.

Just like in my fitness training, things get fun when you're doing something that you wish to do. I'm meeting new people who make a fresh change to my social circle, I enjoy good music, rekindling my lost interest, and most importantly continuously building relationship with my close friends and family.

I'm actively spending time looking into the things I love, - performing arts, trying my best to get into the entertainment scene - I guess that's how I keep myself away from the routine, and finding that spark again. I'm not ashame to admit that one day I'd like to be famous and rich and so I shall work things to my own advantage. Anyone in the world should do that - I guess everyone's trying their best to reach the pinnacle of maslow's needs hierarchy - self actualization.

I'm not gonna guarantee a success but I'll give it all, but don't overexpect - that's a recipe for being happy, in my honest opinion. What's important is that even if I don't succeed, cos I've only found a million ways that are not working, which brings me closer to discovering what I need to succeed.