They say that a man must break his back in order to earn his day of leisure

I seem to be saying this every year. But this part of the year particularly... Things have not been any smoother. Somehow I seem to be using this blog as a device to share my thoughts when I've been through hard times.

Hard times that may not be that bad for others but I may not agree with everybody or vice versa.

I have slowly come to believe that fate plays a big part in our lives. People always say that you determine what happens in your life... But who are we to dictate how the world turns? I for one believe that if we work hard enough one day fortune will come to us eventually. But I guess in life everything will not be answerable unless we take action.

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Do you believe in God? I do, but I just don't know which god to believe in, but I do know there is that single being up there that does isn't taking any side. I believe he has the answer to every questions in life, but he doesn't just share it to us, for the 'very simple reason that our life is for us to live and he would very much like to leave it that way.

I always think that we should always be thankful to God for every good occasion or every bad occasion (thankful for letting us know it's bad but ain't that bad) not because he influenced the outcome of the situation but because it is the thought of going thru the hurdle with God in mind that gives me the comfort and peace of mind.

I guess that's why it's called spirituality. Because it is in your heart and in your mind but not as every reason or excuse of an outcome.

At the end of the day it is truly about choosing good over evil, but the advancement and the differences in theology that spawned so many beliefs and Gods into the world.

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I just feel so thankful to be with who I am with now. Sometimes my dad gets shitty and I just feel good thinking about her and time I'm gonna spend with her... What would I do without you?