I'm stuck between my pride and my promise

What happened last week - this week:

1. Painting rooms in my new house and myself. Never knew it could be this tiring

Dear Gay Friends: Wanna try? :D

2. Accepted new job offer.
3. modified a few cabinets and add new stuff and turned it into a wardrobe. (Thats what I like to do.)
4. Last presentation to my client, and had a good chat with the managers.
5. Did the Pushmore 3o0 and never felt any workout so challenging and tiring but fun before.

nausea moments.

6. Bought curtains and Table.
7. Waking up late and reach late to work
8. Got a new housemate called Chin (happens to be an MMUian and VJ Nigga's friend)
9. Bought water filter.
10. Haven't talked to mom in a week already, missing her now.
11. Planning the weekend.
12. Leaving out all the rest.

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Ok, I know Linkin Park ain't the best band in the world. But their music is for the masses and the lyrics are good. So just enjoy

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are


Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind