Pain throws your heart to the ground and love turns the whole thing around, No it won't all go the way it should, and I know the heart of life is good

Is it always like that? It did happen to my father, and it did happen to my mother.. When you're growing up, you seem to lose the things that WERE important to you, your friends? Its hard to accept a person for who he or she when the quantum of change is too big for you to handle.. It just seems that everyone changes except for you..

I'm working somewhere out of my hometown, everytime I come back I just wanna what I always do with my friends when we were 18 or 19 but its not like that anymore. Perhaps its just one of my selfish wants again. I obviously can't change people but I just wish things aren't this way. For those who have changed so much, I feel sad, but for those have remained to be the same, I'm happy for you. Same old same old.

I'm pretty much very lonely in KL, I wouldn't like that to happen in Melaka anytime soon. Anyway glad that Janice isn't working far away from my place, and sorry, I'll always gonna kacau u d. :D. PLEASE CALL ME FOR YAM CHA OR DINNER AT 012-631 xxxx. I'm that sad. :)

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Its now time for me to reveal, yet another chapter of "get to know Julian better". I hope everyone will remember this when all yous read this part of my entry. I am a territorial shitter and pisser. I totally agree with the '1-3-5' rule when using the urinal. It is in fact an international rule to occupy the 1, 3 and 5th urinal. That's the arrangement that everyone follows.

Anyway back to my story, I am a territorial shitter in which I am a selfish shitter. I can't shit when there is a person using the next cubicle. I like to shit alone. and if possible, at home. So when there is another person in the toilet when I wanna shit in work, i'd go to another floor.

Why am I pointing this topic out, cos I was really frustrated that day. 2.30pm seems to be the official shitting time for everyone working in Menara MBPJ. I went to 15, 16, 17, 18 and 19 floor and to my surprise, all the middle cubicle (my feng shui place) are occupied!!!.. And when you're shitting, the average time for you to get out of work would normally last about 20 minutes.. Well I normally dedicated half an hour after lunch to shit. (Obviously waiting for my food to digest before it can all come out).

Typical territorial shitter.

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I have been cursed with a spell. What spell you ask? The "You'll-never-find-the-things-you-wanna-find-but-it-appears-when-you-no-longer-need-it".
Stress sial. Everytime also like that, when I don't need it, they sengaja comes out and say "hello hello" to you. Benci sial.. everytime you need to find something, tak keluar keluar sial.. Why la I kena this curse, who ever cursed me with this spell... screw you! Saja wanna complain.